"Be sure of this- that I am with you always, even to the end of the world."
These are troubling times indeed. I wanted to scream this morning. I wanted to hit something. I wanted to lash out. What set me off? Everything. Nothing. Silence. Emptyness. Fullness. Helplessness.
I'm O.K. really. This is just life and no one said it would be easy. So I sucked it up and didn't express myself in all the ways I wanted. I contained it. Prayed and got out of bed and went on with my day.
Why? Why? Why, could be bouncing around in my head all day long, but instead I made way for other thoughts and pushed through trying to deal with other things.
I don't understand anything.
Thank you God for being here when I am weak and at my worst.
Grace and peace to you from God our father.